adorable woman in my house - m4w (valley)
Date: 2012-04-03, 11:15AM EDT
Reply to: ngfhj-2937797647@pers.craigslist.org
You're that adorable lady that lives in my house. I'm the guy you live with. We've been together for a few years and lately we've been missing a connection.
I don't know what happened. Our feelings have changed for each other and I think both of us want out. I used to wonder if we could get back to where we were but lately I just see that as a huge step back. We're not right for each other. We're good people, just not good together. Our lives are going to be old and stale before one of us has the courage to take that first step away from the other.
I feel trapped. I think you do too. What's worse is that we're used to feeling this way... people will tolerate the unimagineable when they're used to it. You're wonderful. I don't tell you that enough. In fact, there's a lot we don't tell the each other. I've become so calloused and resentful and yet I still remember how much I love and respect you. I don't know why I'm so afraid to let go, but sooner or later we're both going to forget the love and respect and all we'll remember is the pain and the anger.
I know what to do, but I'm afraid to do it... and I'm even more afraid that you'll do it. I don't know how to let you go but I know I have to before I waste all that brilliant light and life you're so full of. I'm sorry it got this far. I'm sorry for all the things I wasn't and all the things I am. I'm sorry I held on when I should have let go.
I'll see you tonight, I always do. What's it going to take for me to stop coming home?
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I don't know what happened. Our feelings have changed for each other and I think both of us want out. I used to wonder if we could get back to where we were but lately I just see that as a huge step back. We're not right for each other. We're good people, just not good together. Our lives are going to be old and stale before one of us has the courage to take that first step away from the other.
I feel trapped. I think you do too. What's worse is that we're used to feeling this way... people will tolerate the unimagineable when they're used to it. You're wonderful. I don't tell you that enough. In fact, there's a lot we don't tell the each other. I've become so calloused and resentful and yet I still remember how much I love and respect you. I don't know why I'm so afraid to let go, but sooner or later we're both going to forget the love and respect and all we'll remember is the pain and the anger.
I know what to do, but I'm afraid to do it... and I'm even more afraid that you'll do it. I don't know how to let you go but I know I have to before I waste all that brilliant light and life you're so full of. I'm sorry it got this far. I'm sorry for all the things I wasn't and all the things I am. I'm sorry I held on when I should have let go.
I'll see you tonight, I always do. What's it going to take for me to stop coming home?
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